Forever 28~

Ladies and gentlemen, I am still alive.

For your information, I just came out from 9-year relationship which make me really bad lately. If you thought I have already died, then this post will tell you that I am still alive.

Basically, if you ever had this kind of experience, you would know how I feel like. To me, the feeling is like eating two tones of Granny Smith, which I don’t take it for more than 10 years, haha!

I join a lot of aerobic classes, sometime back-to-back class. I would feel tired afterward and then it comes with good appetites! I can enjoy my food again without forcing it to be swallowed into my stomach. Haha… Anyway, I know I have to move on. It is the matter of time. Alone or not, I gotta go ahead!

Perhaps you can refer my ‘healing’ method when you encounter the similar problem. But I hope not~

I know my efficiency is dropped to half recently. I know I am not able to focus and concentrate in many things. But, I have to pay attention at work especially next Tuesday is my appraisal. No matter I want or not, life still goes on.

I just happened to talk with my colleagues about their love stories few days ago. We were working on some boring work so I started with this exciting topic. It seems like everyone has their own tales to tell. Most of them were hurt in the journey of love. Only one colleague said her husband is her first love. How lucky she is! One colleague flew to Africa and worked there few years after broke up with his ex-girl friend. Another one resigned from work and hide at home, then sick for few days.

Friends, thanks for spending time and listen to me. Since no one knows what will happen in future, then why should I bother?Don’t worry, I believe I can get rid of it.

Perhaps this is the best way for us. Being friend that we concern to each other. At least I don’t see you are tensed with the current condition. To me, it is just about the change of status. But, I hope this is only temporary, don’t let it keeps for long. I can wait anyway.

I will support you in anyway that I could. I want to get you back. Yes, I put my foot down!